where is my respect???? \rrn/



uhmmm bet you wanna hear lot of story from me and wonder what life  i had from my past, kinda weird to write all these stuffs here on my blog. someone told me why shouldnt i published my story and opinions in life, theres a lot of people wanted to hear all  those ideas perhaps the reason is that they can relate somehow!


who could have thought ill reached this phase of my life now where i am. pretty hard to believe since then, even today to have a guaranteed tomorrow, remember yesterday???? plan for tomorrow but live today! see the logic? well if theres only a way to live yesterday, plan today bet i could fix all mess of what will i have for tomorrow. its always a connection between past, today and future! and future is the outcome, and today is the chance.and yesterday is a trigger between mess and success. lucky those person who succeeded and as for me i belong to a messy world! haha well its a challenge. a risk and makin my self believe that life is a quest urghhh..brain freeze....... lol!


(TAE ang DALDAL KO!) LOLZ!




i am one those people who used to lived on a creek  and dump side. our family haven't any luck at all. i was born on the month of Leo at Caloocan. i dont know exactly where the hell is it. the only thing i remember during my childhood was, were staying on the second floor in one room.we are actually one of the tenant. the surrounding was very stagnant being uproarious. rich people called the place their hell, while the people stayin there called it SKWATER and as for me i called it business world! hahaha well thats the only place where you can find people working on the same area, having business on their own, everything that they can actually sell they will, even their body, part of the body, services, etc. at my very young age, bet i was only 5 years old when i MANGALAKAL hahaha cant imagine myself doin that before. i used to go out with my cousins pushing KARITON  looking, hunting and even stealing stuffs that we can turn in to cents. well not necessarily illegal stuff, thats a pretty dumb idea.. we are suki of JOLLYBEE and MCDO on their waste stuffs and product, hahaha well, we used to eat some of their waste thou, our favorite snacks that time was ALATERIS??? and our favorite hang out was fishing!! hahaha well,  we used to called it fishing catchin tadpoles or BUTETE! hahaha lol!





so much to story to tell, we've moved out into province when i was six years old. there,  i finished ny primary education. i consider that stage of learning as one of the most important fundamental of  education.basically this is the only stage of education that teaches the good manners and might as well right conduct. im not referring with the learning materials and books that the teacher use, and even those long and old methods of teaching! bet you've experience how your teacher taught simple ways that are commonly used in our everyday life, the simple ABCs and 123s, well these are the only meduim components on how the world rotate and basically people live. teacher help us to realized how big the word is! we even failed those examination during our grade school, even if we studied hard. that only prove we really cannot uderstand all those thing in a single moment of time, its a matter of experience and usage to it enable us to uderstand gradually.and right after we understand completely ,  the bottom of these, over usage of our knowledge lead us into negligence and sort of abuse to disparage others. some people forget the word RESPECT given the fact it was taught even before you started your grade school..

i intended to answer people bluntly if they are not nice to me,its not that i cant be good or something, its just that as Ive said i am much more at being bad for them to realize they aren't worthy to treat them good.if they think that i am mean, well i felt sorry for them if i am just the only person who could tell them what i am actually thinking, they are suppose to be using their senses. if they also think that it was a mistake on my part, then ill let them think for the rest of their lives, who knows??? as they always says later in their lives they would realize that a mistake was a good thing to change them.

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